Time has finally come. I finally believe that the world could actually be a good place, that it isn't just filled with a lot of disappointment. There's still magic in life. My heart feels like it's been filled with a crazy electrifying fluid that's just stimulating me to do better in life and to strive better. I'm no longer an empty piece of paper, i'm written and i'm being read by one other person, my love. Words can't really express how incredible this feeling of belonging is. It's like I was sucked into a deep hole of emotions before and someone just happened to clear up this hole im in, lending me a hand and saying "it's alright, i'm here."
It's made me wonder what is it that's special about me that's making him stay for me. What is it that I do and i've done? Looking at him always gives me a rush of happiness. Just laying next to him and looking at his face. His fluffy dirty blonde hair sticking out, his blue eyes with golden cream flecks near the middle, his soft skin and his pink lips. Everything about him makes me wonder, where did such perfection come from?
Never have I really felt this reassured before. I keep telling myself in my head that no one knows what the future holds. But with him.. I can feel and see that in the future's hands, lies us spending the rest of our lives together. It feels so right. I don't ever have to worry about anything because my fears disappear and turn invisible when he's with me. It's like what I mentioned before, magic.
The thought of not having to find anyone else that fits me so well and gets me and how I deal with life... it's just so good. I've found a beautiful person, inside and out. Who treats me well and loves me to the moon and back. I know for a fact that we fell in love so fast and strongly that he's definitely someone special cause i'm never really the kind to fall in love fast and let anyone crash down my wall unless I trust them.
It was so easy with him.
He's the one.
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