Perfect Lies

Defeating yourself. You're in a battle with yourself to conquer what's best for your heart and for your health. You're confuse to what you should do and shouldn't do. Your mind says yes but your heart says no, your heart says no but your mind says yes. Why, you ask. Why do you make yourself go through this stage of misery every day? But yet you keep up the curved smile because you don't really want people to take note that you're crumbling. You're crumbling into tiny little pieces, trying to fix it, but the pieces are all gone now, how are you going to glue it back? You build up this wall, that almost reaches the moon. You believe in all the lies you tell yourself, because one day, you'll believe them.